Sunday, July 13, 2008

The quietness

Why do i turn quiet all of a sudden? Is is that I'm not happy being around the people with whom I'm right now? Is it that I have labelled my friends as "friends" when they are actually not my friends? Is it that I'm insecure and want people to call them as friends while I dont believe them to be so? I dont think so... I've always believed that friends hold a special place in my life than the rest of the people. Havent got many friends. And definitely I dont like to call people my friends when they actually arent.
But then why do some of my friends feel this way? Yes I have been quiet and have been secluding myself in recent past, but why! Wish I knew...

Nevertheless, I hope to make an effort in this direction. Try not to be quiet. Talk with my friends and other people as well. Try to enjoy the small things around me. Last few months of my academic life. Then wont get such friends and worst still, wont get time to enjoy with them.

But will I be able to do it? Only time can tell!